2009 - was the peek of my career I was lucky that I had found a job abroad, after 6 months I decided to go back home.
Today, I belong to the statistics of jobless people around the world. At first I was not in haste to look for a job until recently there was an unavoidable circumstances that I really needed to find a job. Ever since I left abroad I have been praying to God to give me a job. A job that will make me happy aside from the profession that I had been practicing. I also did my part, I applied online, search online but still jobless.
There were nights and days that I cried and then self pitied , I am anxious and feel useless, depress and seems that all of my friends are nowhere to be found. I turned to God, I know God will never leave me, will never let me down and will always be with me no matter wherever or whatever I am now... but this mind set is not even working right now for me. I started to question God, why God answered the prayers of others in an instant?? why mine is taking too long??
Then today we went to church and the homily that made me cry was all about the love of God to His people. "Dont be worry about food, clothes and money if you do not have much of these. TRUST GOD FOR HE WILL NEVER LET YOU DOWN, just like how HE feed the birds, just like how HE blossom the flowers..... JUST TRUST GOD, ERASE ALL THE DOUBTS INSIDE YOUR HEART.... GOD WILL HELP YOU AS LONG AS YOU LIVE IN A RIGHTEOUS WAY.... GOD WILL BLESS YOU AND PROVIDE YOU OF EVERYTHING THAT YOU NEEDED.
What a relief.... God really never let me down!!!
Just remember POSITIVITY will lead us to our goals/dreams!
